Haha , so I kinda gave up on this blog, but I guess I'm back , I can't promise that I'm gonna post every week or something, I will do it when I'm gonna be in a good mood and when I'll have time because I'm so fucking busy and life sucks sometimes because I have meditations..many , fuck school and some extra-things..
Yeah , so a little update..
-As you know our boys started the TMH tour and I'm really really proud of them .
-I saw a post of mine where I said I'm not a Larry shipper, (I don't get what was wrong with me that days) , I am a larry shipper, but I like Eleanor. I mean I'm the kind of larry shipper that is not sure of all these stuffs happening ,and the one who likes Eleanor but who would support larry if they would be togheter. HAHA,NOW CALL ME A DIRECTIONATOR OR A LOST CAUSE LOOK AT ALL THE FUCKS I GIVE.
-I fucking hate management but I bet u already knew that. one of the bodyguards of the boys gave up on them because of the management who it's a sucker obsessed with money . (he said this, not the word "sucker" chill, but obsessed with money , yeah)
-I love my boys more than ever for what they do for Red Nose Day and charity
-this twitter account is gold, u should  follow this girl/boy now https://twitter.com/HarryDOffic
-and read this :
The most painful thing about being a directioner, is that you have sometimes that days when you think about what you will do. The most painful things is that someday they will die, and you wil die to . This whole life,dedicated to them ,it will end up like a lie. You see yourself, in 30 years let’s say,on your sofa, watching TV , crying the shit outta you because one of them died. And then , they will die , one by one, and One Direction will not exist anymore.And then , after a period, everything’s gone.You die too, and then it’s like nothing of this existed. Maybe after 10 years you will not be that dedicated to them , you will not listen every song of them , you will not watch every move they do , and you will stop loving them so much ,and you have to admit that some day , it will happen , you will slowly begin to lose hope, you will slowly stop loving them , and without realising you’re not the fan you used to be . But anyway , when one of them will die, you can’t be unmarked. They were a part of your life,a big one, you can’t just throw it away like nothing happened. Then you will cry,and a part of you will die too . 
And another painful thing is they will give up someday . You will see them alone in the streets,ALONE,just with bodyguards all around them ,with wrinkled skin , with no lust for life,with maybe glasses,and they will pass over the fans waiting for them outside and they will go their place.At some point,they will no longer hug, play , sing on stage.It will be just..history.
This is not made to make you cry , it’s made to make you understand that life isn’t that long and you have to be happy with what you have now, and to apreciatte them , because someday,it will be over.

And noooow  I love you all , have a nice daaaaay , hope you like it , and yeah byeee family